A New Year, A New Start

2011-05-14T12:01:00.000-07:00

<<爱情傀儡>> - 巫启贤

别让我在每个夜里为你流泪
其实我并没有睡
想你容易让心碎
如果你想要的只是荣华富贵

何必在感情世界
留下你虚假的美
我真的好累你要的我都学不会
为你伤悲为你憔悴

你让我喝却不让我醉
我真的好累却为你付出了一切
为你狂野为你沉醉
做一个爱情的傀儡

*音乐*

别让我在每个夜里被你侵略
是我对你不了解
还是我不懂拒绝
如果你想要的只是风花雪月

何必在乎我是谁
又何必如此虚伪
我真的好累你要的我都学不会
为你伤悲为你憔悴

你让我喝却不让我醉
我真的好累却为你付出了一切
为你狂野为你沉醉
做一个爱情的傀儡

我真的好累你要的我都学不会
为你伤悲为你憔悴
你让我喝却不让我醉

我真的好累却为你付出了一切
为你狂野为你沉醉
做一个爱情的傀儡

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gd4VwpIeHhk

2011-04-26T07:56:00.001-07:00

"Have a Good Life"（電影《戀人絮語》主題曲）

作曲：范曉萱
作詞：范曉萱
主唱：林智娟 DD (范曉萱媽媽)

Some people never been loved
Some people tasted too much
Some people had it too tough
Some people are good at that

Someone may forgive their wrong
Even they hurt'em so bad
Someone maybe oblivious
Someone just choose to trust

Hello! Stranger! It's so nice to meet you
Hello! Lover! It's so nice to have you
Hello! Beautiful! It's so nice to know you
Hello! Not so well! It's so nice to hug you

Someone is having their fun
Someone's world came undone
Some people just have had enough
Someone is lost in the fluff

Hello! Stranger! It's so nice to meet you
Hello! Lover! It's so nice to have you
Hello! Beautiful! It's so nice to know you
Hello! Not so well! It's so nice to hug you

Some people are never apart
Some people don't have a heart
Someone just had to give it up
Find the next station to love

(Have a good day )
(Have a good night)
(Have a good life)

2011-04-07T07:59:00.000-07:00

stilettos, red nails. blood rushed, veins pumped. reaction, his erection. resists, he cant.

2011-04-01T21:37:00.000-07:00

只要真心对待一段爱情，与爱戴那个人，没有了也没有什么好遗憾的，因为你已经给了你的最好的，换来的却是一个能够轻易把你放下的人，多不值得啊。

2011-03-29T09:42:00.001-07:00

James Morrison - The Pieces Dont Fit Anymore.

I've been twisting and turning,
In a space that's too small.
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall,
You've been closing me in, closing the space in my heart.
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart.

Well I can't explain why it's not enough, Cause I gave it all to you.
And if you leave me now, oh just leave me now.
It's the better thing to do,
It's time to surrender,
It's been to long pretending.
Theres no use in trying,
When the pieces don't fit anymore, the pieces don't fit here anymore.

You pulled me under,
If I had to give in.
Such a beautiful myth,
That's breaking my skin.
Well I'll hide all the bruises,
I'll hide all the damage that's done.
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone.

Well I can't explain why it's not enough, Cause I gave it all to you.
And if you leave me now, oh just leave me now.
It's the better thing to do,
It's time to surrender,
It's been to long pretending.
Theres no use in trying,
When the pieces don't fit anymore, the pieces don't fit here anymore.

Ooh don't missunderstand,
How I feel.
Cause I've tried, yes I've tried.
But still I don't know why, no I don't know why.
III dont know why...... Why

Well I can't explain why it's not enough, Cause I gave it all to you.
And if you leave me now, oh just leave me now.
It's the better thing to do,
It's time to surrender,
It's been to long pretending.
Theres no use in trying,
When the pieces don't fit anymore, the pieces don't fit here anymore.

2011-03-29T09:29:00.000-07:00

Darling, cant you see You're my Tragedy

Darling, I let you in so far you stole it so well
but you cant make it work, so if you give it back this time I'll fix us one more time
then you can keep it forever

I watched the time tick by for us
and to the sound of that we must
just learn to walk away,
the fading glances that we share
to convince that we still care
but we're forced to walk away

if I could take you home
just one more time to stop the clock
and we'll make this night never end

Darling ,I let you in so far you stole it so well
but you cant make it work, so if you give it back this time I'll fix us one more time
then you can keep it forever

Our fairytale we'll just leave open
for the end we're both still hoping
might just come our way
so i wont stop believing this time
that the story might say you'll be mine
and never walk away

its a tragedy that's so sad to see
why cant you be
something more for me
there'll be no more heartache
just a heart to take

You're too much to take

2011-03-29T07:42:00.000-07:00

好的，坏的，都是我们的心，我感觉不到. 知道都是谎言，我仍然相信笨，是因为爱傻了对不起，最好是走吧

2011-03-05T20:01:00.000-08:00

Even the news is reporting dirty acts from all walks of life. You see hate, self-benefit, corruption, protest etc etc.

Its already march! I cant wait to head away again. Gotta give Vietnam a skip, since Chris mentioned there's nothing there - so i better not waste my money. And Shan commented bad air. Hmm, sounds bad enough.

The best thing so far:
And since we talked about visiting Jenny in HK (meaning accomodation free) + aiming the summer sale, we took action. Booked the tixs for Aug. Oh & Jacky Cheung's concert is selling like hot cakes, bought a pair of tixs for mum & myself. That will be my 1st concert! Also in Aug.

Pretty much has happened again,

- kai xian back to SG for a few days, was a good night last night. (after 10 years!)
- roadshow results was quite ideal + appts with a few fixed + aunt jenny was v supportive.
- watched "If you are the Only One 2" (dad bought from China), true & touching. Prob the best I have seen of Shuqi.
- Gab honest looking bf cheated on her. Guys, u can never trust. (not to mention, in our lives we get to know gals who cheated. karma will be in one-day)
- There's like a gap with KC (prob. of his health issue, but he's not quite responsible. he's running away for he doesnt want to hear the truth. he's skipping the mar check-up. sighs)
- The pair is detesting me, right into my bones. Fucking ugly sight.
- Biz been picking up, gradually. Can be better.
- The negative huge ion is gone, might as well. So much for absorbing, as almost dying with her lousy energy. Pissed, mutual I guess. Really need to spark that off me, f u.

2011-01-13T07:36:00.000-08:00

Its him that I do not like. Seriously, what up the pipe. She's slogging, he's floating. And overall, too budget. Zero support. I say it once, thats it. No action. If you're not forking out, there's no business. I can only do what I can do. I like the role, but not the other factors.

As for the upside, KDP has been supporting. In a way, you feel their sincerity in wanting you to do well. Giving you the chance again.

MVT has been promising. Exciting to build. Opportunity to go for it once, who knows! Dreams might just be closer. Have asked a couple of good frens to go heard Jean present. Who knows, they might like the idea. Hope to shake leg soon. Lol.

2011-01-10T07:57:00.001-08:00

rainy jan, pretty much.

a good day, positive and blood boiling with excitement. seems like a good plan if everything falls in place. uh huh uh huh!

finished my scrapbook class yesterday. nicey nicey.

oh, pea - ouch! grrrlll!

its the age where people u know gets engaged. woo, going to be busted? such ang baos are not cheap leh! hope nah. but i cant seems to properly like someone. i haven met that someone. Lol. i love me more. how how. i dont have someone that i can think of spending more time with. hmmm, is this weird? haha.

well, been in contact with a couple. frankly, cant decide. no sparks, not much feel leh. as for whom i have for the 4 years, was perhaps not to be in the long run. not proper, complicated. mixed feeling. if so, its just desire desire desire.

2011-01-03T22:26:00.000-08:00

Things to hopefully follow through for 2011:

Well-being wise

Gym at least twice a week
Sleep before midnight! (super tired from the lack of sleep)
Drink more plain water
Eat less "belt-bulging" food >_<" (the issues when you're a foodie)
Finish reading a book
Learn something (already signed for Acrylic Scrapbook album class)

Travel wise

Paris, France with mum
Turkey with Shuang & family
Vietnam with Cher
Maldives, maybe?!

Spending wise

Not more than 3 pairs of shoes for the entire year!
Not more than 5 dresses/tops for the entire year!
Not more than 2 pieces of accessories
No more bags from now on

Career wise

Be more focused for the change - both sides
More project jobs for more cash!
Switch out?
Find passive income stream

Studies wise

Attend convocation in July/August

People wise

Catch up more often with poly & sec sch mates
Discard the pointless ones
Be more kind to most humans
Ignore the petty and grudge bearing ones
Ignore the attention seeking ones, especially without reasons
Know more mature friends, one or two more is good for a start

So far, thats all.

2011-01-02T11:26:00.000-08:00

As 2011 march in, I took a turn and look at 2010 - only to say Goodbye. You have been good, spending and somewhat accomplished.